Not Feeling Good About This

I am getting my period.  I am spotting and tomorrow should be CD1.  This is not good, as I will have only been on the patch for 5 days before I start stims on Sat.  I feel like the whole estrogen priming thing isn't going to work, and I will not respond any better to the stims than I did before.  Maybe I'm just being pessimistic, but I can say that if I don't respond well, I'll be talking to my doc and canceling rather than just going through with it for the hell of it.  It's too much money to throw down the drain.  I vacillate between being hopeful and very down.  Maybe that's just the hormones talking.  Maybe I'm just scared shitless.

Comments

[Kris]

Hmmm... between hormones and being scared shitless, I'd ignore everything your brain has to say and just hunker down with some chocolate chunk ice cream. Good luck.

[Brooklyn Girl]

Good luck.

[Watson]

I'm sorry your cycle seems to be getting off to a rough start.

I wish you much luck and hope things turn around for you :-)